I hate people!😡
Just a normal phrase that used to come out of my mouth daily ... Multiple times a day...
I avoided going to certain places because I didn't want to see anyone I could possibly know.
Especially happy people....those were the worst... I just knew that they were FAKE...
I wanted them to stop smiling and laughing so much.
I thought everyone was talking about me and judging me ... I thought they were out to get me...
So before they could "get me" I would "get them" first... Which often just meant giving my "look" that screamed...
"Stay away from me! Don't mess with me! You mess with me I'll kill you!"
I was called a "B****" regularly and I started to become just that...and actually started wearing the title with pride.
What I know now is that it was all just because I was so insecure, so scared, not able to trust people, fearful of getting hurt, unhappy with who I was...
Since I wasn't happy I didn't think anyone else should be happy either and if they were, I assumed they were just straight up fake!
Could someone REALLY be that happy??
•Now I know the answer is absolutely YES!
I know because I've found true happiness:
Not in someone else, not in a career, not in a physical appearance...but in MYSELF.
I finally love ME for ME!
That's so freakin' powerful!
And it all started because I focused on becoming the best version of myself...
> allowing myself 30-40 minutes a day to sweat out the unhappiness.
> allowing myself 15-20 minutes of quiet time to read personal development to deal with the JUNK in my head and in my heart.
> allowing myself to use my MESS as my message to add VALUE to other people's lives.
> allowing myself to go to seminars and go through trainings about how to genuinely care about people and build authentic relationships with them (I know that sounds so weird but dude it works!)
•But I would have NEVER done any of these things if it weren't for Beachbody .... If it weren't for Coaching ... If it wasn't for my mentor ... If it weren't for my team ... Because those things are the vital behaviors I was told to do every single day to have success as a coach ...
This business isn't about money (although that's cool)
This business isn't about recognition or shout outs.
This business isn't about losing weight.
This business is about transforming your HAPPINESS, and your entire LIFE, in order to become the best version of yourself!!!
THAT is what this is about!
PURE HAPPINESS and living with a SMILE on your face😃
•I know it sounds cheesy but this is the transformation I'm most proud of and most impressed by --- my transformation on the inside ... That YOU can't see, but that I can FEEL❤️
•If you aren't genuinely happy every single day, why?
Can I help you change that?
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